If you haven't read the previous post, this is just a follow-up note to that one.
I've gotten some very helpful feedback from some of my online friends already. But I'm worried that I may have skewed this post out of Phil's favor. He begged me to tell him what he needs to do to win me back. He's trying.
And this morning, at 4:56am, I received this email:
I can't sleep. I'm in complete agony. I know it's all my fault. But I am in so much pain. I can't bare to lose you. I'm so sorry i got so lost. Im so sorry I hurt you. believe me when i say i'm more than paying for it now. I've never felt pain like this.
But I'm begging for your forgiveness. I swear to you I've really changed and I can make you happy and treat you right. Please believe me. Please help me do whatever I need to do to prove it to you. I know I can make you happy if you give me another chance. Every moment with you is a precious gift that I cherish with my heart, body and soul.
I miss you, I need you, I love you.
Phil
PS sorry if my emotional, 5am email has bad grammar. I know you hate that. ;)
Anyway. Just wanted you to have all the information.
~A~
I've gotten some very helpful feedback from some of my online friends already. But I'm worried that I may have skewed this post out of Phil's favor. He begged me to tell him what he needs to do to win me back. He's trying.
And this morning, at 4:56am, I received this email:
I can't sleep. I'm in complete agony. I know it's all my fault. But I am in so much pain. I can't bare to lose you. I'm so sorry i got so lost. Im so sorry I hurt you. believe me when i say i'm more than paying for it now. I've never felt pain like this.
But I'm begging for your forgiveness. I swear to you I've really changed and I can make you happy and treat you right. Please believe me. Please help me do whatever I need to do to prove it to you. I know I can make you happy if you give me another chance. Every moment with you is a precious gift that I cherish with my heart, body and soul.
I miss you, I need you, I love you.
Phil
PS sorry if my emotional, 5am email has bad grammar. I know you hate that. ;)
Anyway. Just wanted you to have all the information.
~A~
1 comment:
Okay . . . so I feel like it's all a little bit "too little too late" from Phil. I don't doubt his feelings for you though.
That being said, he hurt you a lot, and from the looks of it based on the way he seems to feel now, unnecessarily. Be careful, be wary, and don't take him back straight away.
He may be the one you ultimately end up with but right now, regardless of how hard he's trying, he needs to feel some of the pain you felt. And you need to be clear how you feel about him, and about the other guy in your life.
I'm sure you'll make the right decision but just make sure you think it through first.
Big hugs.x
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